I suffer from insomnia. This is nothing new, I've shared this often over here on the blog. While laying in bed driving through a winding train of thought, I had an epiphany. You see, I've been thinking about my lack of videos posted and I couldn't quite figure out where my issue was coming from. Thanks to some random yet deep thinking, I realized it. I'm afraid of being so far out there. Yes I've made videos before, they were difficult to make and honestly the only one I enjoyed making was my Faora Ul costume breakdown. And that was essentially me going over pieces, not doing a tutorial, not expressing my opinion on things. Like most people I'm afraid to dice in feet first, I'm afraid of failure. I've been working on myself a lot this year and I'm nowhere near where I want to be, but I'm way past where I used to be (that seems vague, huh.) I'm going to really work on creating more videos. I'm going to try to have one done by the end of this week either by Saturday or Sunday. It's not going to be anything fancy, deep or special. Just me talking about something or doing something. I have no clue what though hehe. I'm going to think of some ideas and hopefully drift off to sleep in the process. G'night night owls!
lotsa love to ya!
Evon is a lifestyle blogger based in Massachusetts. She has a passion for nerd culture, food and movies. To find out more about Evon, and this blog, take a look at the About Me page!